Monday, November 16, 2009


I left my blog totally unexpected this summer and I apologize to all of my readers for this. It was just time for me to do so! Like the beautiful bird above and her reflection in the pond below her, it was time for me to fly and reflect on my own life. To grow, to change, to reflect on life past, present and future and to take stock in it all. To get back to life...........

Now I sit here early in the morning hours (2:37 am) and felt the need and the pull to come back. To express myself and start again. I had a wonderful summer off with my family and enjoyed almost every single aspect of it. But of course I missed every single one of you. I still went to your blogs, almost daily, many of whom I commented on and some I didn't. I just wasn't talking much anymore. Weird, I know!

Nothing very exciting happened over the summer time. No family vacations, just a nice time spent with the family. I had caught myself not spending time with them as I needed to. Most especially with Trucker. Our marriage suffered for it. We talked, we laughed, we cried and we found our way back together once more. We are now at peace, in love again. It's wonderful once more. Never again will I let us fall into that awful place again. A lonely, dark, non talking place down deep below. It took some time and a lot of work, but it was so worth it to the both of us.

If you can find it in your hearts to forgive this ole truckers wife I will be back blogging regularly again. Starting with this post.

Blessings till next time,